Wednesday, November 30, 2005

OK! There are of course a lot of positives!

I get along fine with my CNM buddies - Meera, Peishan, Liting, Chrsitina, Pauline, Kaiqin... Wow! The list is, well, almost endless! :P

In any case, I guess I have to take the good with the bad.

But my luck is like shit. I have got an opportunity at STB - and uniquely enough they called me on a day that I will not be in Singapore. Fuck all. I am requesting for an earlier time slot - fingers crossed. The hit rate is like 1/40 - well, I hope to make this one count - STB is good - and would be a fun place to work with - I met a couple of dudes from there.

Exams - dont ask. If tomorrows papers go well, it will be a mini-miracle. Well, back to the books again.

Listening to Eminem, Fort Minor... And watched The Incredibles - awsome animation and decent enough plot - prolly a 7/10 since it is not my kind of movie in any case.
Golddigger of a friend...

Well, this is just sad. It is sad when you realise that a friend you have simply uses to abuse you - because there is dissapointment all around. I am more dissapointed that I let myself be in this position. It done. I have nothing more to say and there is nothing left to be said.

And never try too hard - because I jsut realised that after all that "trying", its all fucking futile. Just never try so hard - becuase you push your own expectations up and it leads into this freaking spiral.

Fuck mankind.

Monday, November 28, 2005

Whether you like it or not, since I have to digress, I will write about my 4201 exam.

Nothing I could have done about it beforehand - really. It was horrible exam technique and the fact that you probably need 1000 WPM (words per minute) in order to write a really good paper - or rather an extra hour to really sort out a good answer.

I wrote a medicor answer and was glad to move onto the second question with 45 mins left. I thought fair anough - at least I kept to timing it. Well, this is where it all went downhill. Spent about 20 mins word-whoring about this nonseical direct question from the notes on global media economy - and with about 25 minutes left, I even did worse on the b part and wrote crap. This cotinuted till had 12 marks to do in 5 minutes. Inspiration came but so did the inviligilator and I was able to answer probably something that I would have otherwise been able to write rather well.

This is likely to be my worst semester - wholly my fault. Focused on all the wrong things. Still focusing on all the wrong things - but hey, I am not even getting a freaking job ... so really does it matter?

BUT I still would like to maintain my second-upper - however, the Dean's Office has just shot down my request to map a module - so guess what, I have a thesis and 6-7 other modules in my final semester. Of course, this is fair. Because you are in NUS and here we put paid to the rules - to hell with real education - as long as we follow this script here, we will do fine.

Fuck all. Hate the way I do things but all I really want is a job. Nothing else.
Quick update.

I watched the Devil's Rejects. It was a good show. 8/10 for sticking to and taking the audience through consistently gory acts of violence and adding humor to it as well.

And for my culture paper later today at 5 p.m. - sucks... It's like I don't know much but since its Open Book I am not too nervous. Unless the questions are like super screwed I should be able to salvage something off the 40% paper. :)

And special mention of thanks to my Disney mate Christina for pointing out that the exam venue is indeed MPSH - else I would have found a most unique manner in failing an exam since I was going to haul my ass to AS6 - it would have been a run since I usually go at the last possible minute - probably would have lost 15 minutes but since I am finicky when it comes to exams, I would probably pee myself for the 45 minutes - so really, that would not help.

I am off to sleep. It's 2.30 a.m. I am targeting an 8 a.m. start. Good Luck to me.

Saturday, November 26, 2005

Well, this is just a fuck-all day. First, I have an exam. And then I go. Well, kinda think its easy. Spend too much time on the first 15 marks - don't do the others too well. Still finishing it, I thought, OK. B or B+. Then we get our freaking CA marks - 19/30. Isn't that just screwed? We did a better job than what AKIRA is doing now - hell, and we are rated 63.333333333333333333%. Well, screw-all.

I am thinking OK at least there is cricket - but heck no - its pissing down like, well, not like there is no tomorrow, but its still pissing down. And the freaking sun is there - looking totally hapless.

And while I was walking out, I realised I did forgotten my wonderful NUS jacket which I really treasure. I do - really. And I had left it on my chair and the maintanence ladies had picked it up and left it on the desk near the doors for the student to whom it belonged to, to pick it up.

Of course, a "tall chinese" thought X'mas had come early and simply picked it up. Well, that is the description that the two lady's gave me. I am not a racial blogger and I am also going to exercise self-censorship here. Well, in any case, its gone. Its a sad day - it was a gift and it kept me good company. Haiz. This is really not my class - I had also lost my Nokia casing in this class - seems like its cursed.

Well, this is, like a fuck-all day, you agree?

Friday, November 25, 2005

Walao. Its about 4.21 a.m. on Friday morning now. I really need to study advertising strategy - jeez - I hope I get up by 10 a.m. - but thats jus wishful thinking - the most likely scenario is Noon and then lunch and then some studies!

Not really memorising - just making sure I know a little of everything. This is a 50% paper and here is it to working out!

Just a couple of weeks - and I will be home free! Woohoo - Decemeber 9th!

And loads to do too.

Also, it is Dad's Birthday. I think. Well, he is not sure if this is consolation but he does not know either. This is because the two most important docs of any Sri Lankan citizen is his passport and Identity card - which carry different dates and hence confusion.

Either way, we usually wish him on the 25th - in the event we forget that we all thought its the 29th of Nov!

Anyways, Happy Birthday Dad - my fondest memories of the fact that he favoured me so much when I was a kid. Always took my side irreleavant of me being naughty and wrong. Love, Mustan
I am not going to be explicit here - but this is just a piss-off situation.

Some people just want to be right all the fucking time - they just mouth-off something and back it up with more freaking lies to ensure that they hold their own - fuck you.

Another thing - remind me again, not to do any favours. Especially if its not within your own realm - the expectations are high and so are the stakes.

It is not freaking worth it - I am an idealistic asshole at times. My only wish is that I practice what I preach...

Well, I have started preperations for advertising - today was supposed to be the easiest paper - and it was - by a distance. BUT it still does not mean a good grade - so now the stakes are even higher.

BUT why bother - no jobs in Singapore. WTF.

Also, another thing, the teaching profession is really not for some people. I mean, I think it takes a lot and one individual I know has fallen totally short of expectations. Pathethic. That person does not have the right values to be a teacher. Screw you.

Thursday, November 24, 2005

Well, it kinda serves me right for being the over-cocky son-of-a-bitch that I am -having plenty of time I withered it away doing freaking nothing - OK - my 4260 was not bad but any chances of me getting an A are smashed now - the paper was so freaking easy so that everyone did well - probably I did a little worse since I did not do any rethoric learning. IN any case, it looks like a B+ - well, hopefully - its a freaking competitive class and its easy - the paper would have made a guy sitting for his PLSE look good.

Well, so thats that - went to SITEX and got a DVD player for home.

Going to make a tea and run through my adveritisng notes - god, lets just hope that works out :P
Yes! Finally, my first exam - in a couple of hours. It will be interesting and important to know where I stand!

Since I do not have the time - I will post something later tonight, here is a forwarded joke - pretty funny!

There are only eleven times in history when the "F" word has been
considered acceptable for use. They are as follows:

11. "What the @#$% do you mean we are sinking?"

-- Capt. E.J.Smith of RMS Titanic, 1912

10. "What the @#$% was that?"

-- Mayor Of Hiroshima, 1945

9. "Where did all those @#$%ing Indians come from?"

-- Custer 1877

8. "Any @#$%ing idiot could understand that."

-- Einstein, 1938

7. "It does so @#$%ing look like her!"

--Picasso, 1926

6. "How the @#$% did you work that out?"

-- Pythagoras, 126 BC


5. "You want WHAT on the @#$%ing ceiling?"

-- Michelangelo, 1566

4. "Where the @#$% am I?"

-- Amelia Earhart, 1937

3. "Scattered @#$%ing showers, my ass!"

-- Noah, 4314 BC


2. "Aw c'mon. Who the @#$% is going to find out?"

--Bill Clinton,1999


AND . . . . .

1. "Geez, I didn't think they'd get this @%#*^ing mad."

-- Saddam Hussein, 2003

Tuesday, November 22, 2005


Hehe... This is what happens when you are naughty in C218 - you are not caned till your skin splits but this is tortorous too!

This is my roommate Anus - punished!

If you think otherwise, please do let me know what you think he is doing (yes, you can drop me a comment :D)
Mustan 1
Rat 0

Notes:
The two pictures on the top represent the overview - he kinda runs in from where my stationary is into his hideout behind the shelves (see picture 2).

Since I was ticked off, I used the Sunday Times to seal the entry and also the path into the hideout - he is there right now. Very quiet - and unable to get out. The dude will probably eat on the paper - he eats the wall and drops the debris for me to clean - this should be a welcome change in diet.

So, I have a few people reading my blog - but no money generated from the google ad's. I wonder how it works - well, people, click on it, and I will keep you posted. Who knows, if this really really takes off, I can buy one of you lunch.

Following on, the almost seema story... Hehe... Its funny though you might think it to be so (probably because you have poor taste in humour). So before Seema and I knew each other, she had go to know that I was working with Dr. Hichang as a research assistant. Being the inquisitive creature that she is, she decides to email me - now, she does not know me - all she had was u0202755@nus.edu.sg and a name.

And here I am seated in the As7 lab staring at some mundane thing and a new mail arrives. I check. It is from Seema. I know who she is - I do not know why but I knew who she was. And I read it - trying to supress my laughter. It was very cheery and nice email etiquette and all. And well, she was also next me in the lab. Right then. So I simply tapper her on the shoulder and said, "Hi! I am Mustan." I think she reacted very well - suprised but no screams.

And now, Peishan ALMOST did that stunt. Since she sent me a mail and hapenned to see me the next minute - hence, an "almost seema".

In any case, today has been an ultimately slow slow day - the weather is perfect for sleeping.

Oh... and another fish died - well, he is almost. Anus has kept him somewhere. He/She is having repiratory problems. Since the fish find it difficult to breathe, he was sort of tipping over - he needs to come to the surface to breathe - but this requires a lot of energy - which the dude does not have. Well, Anus moved him to a smaller container - so he can breathe easy. I am sure, if Nadeeka, hears of this, her claims of me murdering the fish on accounts of them being "jew" will become louder. See what political science can do to you - especially with a tinge of South-East Asian studies :P Now, don't get me wrong - this is not meant to be a political forum -I, hmm, don't have any Jewish friends but I have nothing against them anyways.

Well, the damn rat ran past me again. He is a rat. A rat is bigger than a mice. A lot of people like Madhu and Meera have questioned me on my hygeinics. All those who have visited us in C218 know that we are extremely clean people. BUT since the rat had stolen the fish food twice and the fish had died, I had enough of that asshole. So I made a huge din in the area he ran to. Now, he is smart - he was not going to attempt to run then. I know - I caught (well, me and some of my roommates when we were in the US) caught approximately 10 mice in 8 months - the last four months - well, lets not go there shall we.

Now, I will post some pictures and explain as to what I have done to be 1-up on the sadistic fish-killing rodent.
It has been a so-so day. Did do a bit of work and I have to retire to bed early to maximise tomorrow.

I have a laid back exam timetable - good 'cos I am slacking so much that I did been screwed (maybe, I still will be :P) in the exams :)

In any case, this is funny! Please do not click on it if you feel very strongly about Jesus. While I too appreciate Jesus, I am not "attached" to him. It does sort of make fun - not of Jesus but uses him in a funny context. Again, I am not a religionist or something - but, if you feel strongly for Jesus, I did advise you to not "hear" it. It is an audio clip - so have your speakers on.

Thats about it for now! :) Later!

Apparently, Peishan knows Seema - and she is "almost seema" - I will cover this tomorrow! :)

Monday, November 21, 2005

The bad news is that I feel like - well, I don't know - seem to be indifferent to everything. Wasted the whole freaking day le - Shevey also LEFT! Dude - its like he made the place so lively. Haiz! My roomie Anus is also busy mugging for his exams...

BUT the good news is that Madhu is back and Seema and me too sort of chatted online! These were like my only ICM buddies - I am glad Madhu is back and I promised myself that I should be more adept at keeping in touch with them!

Anyways, we should all be meeting for meals soon so I will try and get a few pictures. I doubt that either of them have changed too much.

What else is new? Nothing. Absolutely. I think lack of sleep is killing me and the caffeine is keeping me awake.

I dont even feel like watching a movie - thats how disoriented I am... :(

Sunday, November 20, 2005

Florida - The First Case of Bird Flu in the United States of America


This I could not resist - Gautam keeps forwarding me funny stuff - but this is more funny since the group I was in for 4201 - Culture Industries just finished a paper on Disney.

I speak for all - we got a 17/20 and being in a Singaporean Uni, this is not good enough since the other groups got more than us - the highest I believe being 18.5 for the group that completed Hip Hop Culture.

We would love to argue that our paper was better - in fact, to hell, it is. :) Yeah! Bite me.

Wow! This is a great movie. 10/10. Everything about it. This has to be the best 2 hours I spent!

I am about to "crash" too - but this is because it's 6.30 a.m. in the freaking morning.

You should definitely watch the movie - and there is this beautiful song by Stereophonics - Maybe Tomorrow!

Signing off...!

Saturday, November 19, 2005



Another day has almost bitten the dust.

Got up. Watched Hostage. Good show. It was FUN! Bruce Willis is almost "die-hard" good. And that woman - Michelle Horn looks a lot better in photos than she did in the movie.

Was still doing 4260. Not really studying. Just reading. I am backing myself to come good on the exam days.

Just had dinner. Sipping an ice-coffee!
The Eagles dropped a heartbreaker...20-21! After being 20-7 up into the last quarter. HOW!

Here is the scorecard... With T.O and McNabb out, things don't look too good!
Washing your hands clean off the election?

What the fuck is with people who are abroad thinking that this recent election will not affect them - are you stupid? Probably yes. This election has resulted in a hardliner coming to the fore - Mahinda Rajapakse is not only corrupt but if he feels he can take war to the LTTE, I believe the whole country will have to pay the price. The violence is going to come to Colombo. LTTE has been a very smart organization and they know urban warfare like no other. They will target Colombo and it will hurt - people will die, the economy will suffer and more people will die.

What am I hoping for? I hope that UNP wins the next governmental election. Then Mahinda Rajapakse will be rendered useless. This is going to be a critical period - one can only hope that the casualties are not high since they are inevitable.
Well, this movie sucked. It reached a new high - I am not even going to try and explain how bad it was. Overacting. No plot. NOTHING. Except, well, Maghna Naidu - well, she looks hot and reveals as much as possible without running the risk of getitng rated as R. Good for her.

Apart from that, getting some work done and it will be sort of busy till I finish I guess. It should be OK. The exams are not that bad and I think I am not pressurizing myself at all. Could be good - or bad - we shall know when the results are out.


Another movie, I watched is War of the Worlds. OK. 6/10. Some of it was nice. The ending was horrible. I am looking for horror movies. Going to watch a lot when I get home.

Well, nothing else of real incidence today. Listening to music and getting 4260 done. Haiz. Can't wait to get home. I need to get away from Singapore :)

Must make a shopping list...

DVD Player
Jewelery gift for niece
Bluetooth thingy for bhai
1KG almonds for mummy
Couple of toys for niece - you know - Fisher Price
Couple of shirts each for Bhai and Daddy
Modem for Desktop

There must be more...!

Quite a bit to do eh!

Friday, November 18, 2005

Oops! I know we did it again. And unlike Britney's teeney bopping tunes eating into your time, voting Mahinda Rajapakse, the crook below (yes, the one with the moustache), in is an indication of our contry's mentality.

I will not elaborate since it really is not worth my time - we are so wrong. So so WRONG.

God. The country needs a Premedasa and we vote a guy in who would sell his own mother.

Anyways, if the war breaks out, I really fear for the people and the scale of damage given that the LTTE has had time to recuperate.

Anyways, in 14 days, Mahinda will be sworn in and let us see what the new President of our country takes us. I predict straight to hell.

Disgusted. I wish people just had FREAKING COMMON FUCKING SENSE.
Hmm... so what the hell have I been upto?

Nothing really. Submitted the thesis proposal - hopefully it will be the only module I perform badly in. This semester feels like I am on an overly competitive classes. Nothing seems to be good enough really.

Anyways, its less than 20 days before I will be home. I need to pack up. Need to get the exams out of the way too.

Watched Live from Baghdad. Glorifying CNN. It had its moments but was not anything like I expected it to be.

What else really? Applying for jobs. Not one freaking call for an interview. Call my cynical but I am emplyable material. Hell. I can be a corporate junkie and S$ 3 K is cheap labour considering I have accumulated 50K in loans.

But, lets not forget Prof Teo's words - Thank you, NUS! Really, without the BV experience I might have as well shot myself. While the value from that experience is yet to be tangible I feel that it hs allowed me to grow - much more than I would ever have with all foru years in NUS.

Hmm... nothing else - I have a huge freaking RAT in my room - so I need to sort that shit out. That basket is eating through everything - and I do mean basket - its seem so much less vulgar than "bastard" - I need to cut down on my profanity - or else one day its going to be FITM (foot-in-the-mouth).

Over and out.

Whether I'm right or wrong
There's no phrase that hits
Like an ocean needs the sand
Or a dirty old shoe that fits
And if all the world was perfect
I would only ever want to see your scars
You know they can have their universe
We'll be in the dirt designing stars

And darlin' you know
You make me feel so beautiful
Nowhere else in the world I wanna be
You make me feel so beautiful

Whether I'm up or down
There's no crowd to please
I'm like a faith without a clause to believe in it
And if all the world was smiling
I would only ever want to see your frown
You know they can sail away in sunsets
We'll be right here stranded on the ground
Just happy to be found

You make me feel so beautiful
Nowhere else in the world I wanna be
You make me feel so beautiful

I have lost my illusions
I have drowned in your words
I have left my confusion to a cynical world
I am throwing myself at things I don't understand
Discover enlightenment holding your hand

You are..
So Beautiful

Sunday, November 13, 2005



Peter F Drucker (1910-2005)

Management Guru

Coins termed:
Knowledge Workers, Management By Objectives

Click here for a good read by The Washington Post on Peter Drucker.

Respect.

This, my friends, is just hot. Meghna Naidu.

I must get her movie Hawas - will be as stupid as hell. But she will be in it. Fair deal.

Sixers beat the Lakers 85 - 81! A.I is still da man!

I also like the Philadelphia Eagles a lot - I do not understand the game perfectly but still I am a fan... Will post some pics from there soon!

Saturday, November 12, 2005

These are the few dudes I did see everyday!

Shevey, K Win, and Anus (room-mate - no choice one :P)!!!





Haiz! This is not good! Singapore is a hot hot place. I am sipping a hot Neslo (a combination of milo and nescafe). And my thesis is COLD... Brr...

Anyways, this is a groupshot of my 3215 group. Both Meera and I were also in the Disney group and we desperately need a group shot of that - Christina, Pauline, Kaiqin, Meera and I!

Well, we are close to the end of my penultimate semester - and once I am done with my final submission on Tuesday, I am home-free. My exams are due on the 24th, 26th, 28th of Nov. and 1st of Dec (back to back papers).

Anyways, today is another wasted day and I am due 3,000 words on that paper. Arrrgh. I can write 3,000 words but of substance - I do not know!

I am so screwed in this module :( This sucks and well, I have noone but me to blame. Just realised I am so much better off in groups and do not work well when I am given too much work - that is coming up with the topic for my thesis!

Well, the good news is that I have met some fantastic Singaporean people and my biased opinion that Singaporeans are simply hardworking students is now totally unchanged. They are still hardworking - but scratch the surface - and you will find some wonderful people!

A lot for one Sem - more than anytime in my first two years -a lot has ot do with my attitude too. I will try my best to maintain these friendships!

Hehe... Sleepy but I want to do some research for my thesis topic. Wish me luck!

Thats all folks...

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Another day. Another movie. Flightplan. I would give it probably a 7 /10 too. It was kinda good except maybe lacking in intensity or the oomp factor. I mean it still is watchable once but it did not have the same quality to tip it to a very memorable film.

Haiz! I screwed up my thesis presentation. I have another tomorrow - 4260. That will be just FINE! Then one on Friday - should be OK also. Working on the advertising strategy - hmph! I hope we do well for it!

What else - should also focus on the thesis.

Sleepy - but will work on the Advertising paper for a while!

Still could not apply for the Barclays thingy due to some weird cock-up in the system!

Until next time, cheers!

Tuesday, November 08, 2005


Well, I am having a thesis headache. Jesus. Why did I even decide to do this? :P

I am goign to puzzle my whole class today; maybe even make an ass of myself. Hmm... I wonder what they will think of me after this powerpoint. They might think I am even more cuckoo - well, I am always exceeding expectations.

OKIE - I think GUNS 'N ROSES should be given some kind of freaking award. Their songs just ROCK. Fuck genre. They just rock.

And another thing. I really need to take care of some things. I just can't commit. I seem to over-commit and dissapoint people. Haiz. I really need to work on some aspects of my life. I just hope I settle down into a good job upon graduation and make something of myself.

Wow. This is depressing. I am going to be making an important presentation in a while.

Anyways, let me list the shit I need to correct or at least reflect on so I do not make the same mistake twice :(

1. Professor Isa Seow - took on work. Could not deliver - damn it! Lost cause - should be careful in future about over committing.

2. Valuadd - implementation of QuickBooks - totally slowed down in Nov. I should at least do the write-ups and send it to him and hopefully forget about it.

3. Thesis - I better buckle up and finish a good one. I will be done in Uni in a bit and I can always focus on making the money later. I should not juggle 'n fuck up everything.

Haiz. This post got a lot of profanities - that is another thing I should curb.

I should also pray more. But not on days when my presentation is due in 4 hours. That is a bad time to start.

Keep me in your prayers!

Sunday, November 06, 2005


So what did I today? Got up at Noon and since then had a heavy lunch - took 2 hours long to make it. As Shavanka, Anuhska, Reema and I cooked up some pasta with chicken sausages, beef and pasta cooked up another incredible meal.

Anyways, this is the most recent movie I watched - Four Brothers. It was good - at times corny 'cos they had the "dead" mother appearing and some very corny conversations - but real action - definitely watchable. I would give it a 7/10!

I finally started on my thesis and Meera, my CNM buddy, helped me to tweak it. I realised that its best if you talk to people - 'cos I was so stuck on an idea and could hardly make anything of it but after a very short conversation with her, there seems to be something constructive to be done but the deadline is looming. Haiz! I am such a slacker - I wish I wish I wish I was more hardworking!

I also applied to Barclays - the application process managed to waste a good 2.5 hours ecpecially since I could not submit it! :( Damn it!

I am waiting and banking on PSA - that is an amazing opportunity with its financial perks and well, the job in itself is amazing and to my liking!

Well, lets hope it all works out!

Cheers!

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Now, this is a cool job. I am watching this Google Factory Video (an almost 6 hour clip). It is off to an interesting start - mostly PR and there is a very interesting guy - whose job I did kill for. He has to find PORN since he needs to remove it from spontaneously appearing in their searches. And then he is like given nicknames and since he actually bribes his colleagues with his wifes' cookies to report PORN - then it is known as PORN COOKIES!

Okie... now for something a little more personal - it is actually amazing how guys go agoo-ga over girls - haiz - we are sad. We lose about 10 years - ok maybe about 15 years - when you start thinking about someone... This is sickening!

That is me - in good ole' Boston, MA.

This is somewhere in Havard - haiz - me and in Harvard - well, it was OK since it was only a short visit and not me doing any studies there.

I am doing OK today - I feel I have got a start on my thesis and maybe I should throw out some ideas to my Prof and see what happens...

This is the only thing I slacked on and I hope that NUS is not too harsh on me. The last time I did so was with the 8MC Business Case Study on the start-up at PayQuik - and well, got away lightly - a B+ for an 8MC module - but all the others scored A's. Well, you win some and you lose some!

Until next time - take care!
Wow! I am just 20 days away from my penultimate undergraduate university exams - the only concern is my thesis. I have re-assured myself and I know that I can pretty much run with my finals. It has been a tough semester - full of missed opportunities would be the right way to describe.

My biggest downfall is that I am probably not the best person to learn from mistakes - but I hope it all works out for me - I am not altogether bad - but I did be a lot better if I was disciplined.

I am close to completing all my assignments - my almost final deadline of the 3,000 word intor to thesis is the toughie - and if I ride through that, I promise, like Moses, I will deliver.

I am, of course, a nationalistic egoistic asshole - Sri Lanka has taken a 4-0 drubbing losing the cricket series in India - I am just hoping that we pull it back to 3-4 for two reasons. The first, eons down the road, when no one cares, this will not look as bad as a 5-2, 6-1 or 7-0 drubbing.
Secondly, it will boost us and maybe, just maybe, we can pull of a test series. Of course, people will argue about India's cricket at home and Sri Lanka's non-impressive record overseas. However, it matters little to me - for me, I will keep the faith and I will be in-your-face the minute we prove you wrong!

This is going to be a long post - there are certain things I would like to comment on.

I do not manage to KIT with my old friends except maybe Janhar and Suhanthan - I had like only 3 - so I guess I am doing OK. I wish I was more in-touch with Rezan. I should just message him more often. he is a father of two and it is amazing that by the time I get down to a family, his kids would be old already :)

Another thing, I am kinda one-dimensional at times. OK - an asshole. I am unable to emphatize and symphetize for some people - like for instance, Ramya is going through a bad patch and all along I felt that a lot of it was hoo-haa and it will all blow away. Like a hypocrite, I just stuck in there and continued chatting - though I was like only half-convinced there was an issue at all!

Hmm... there is another thing - but I won't blog about it. I would not want to risk anything or look stupid in this wonderful public domain. All I can say is that it's a good thing and I keep wishing - and wishing - and wishing...

Yes - someday, I hope I can read about this and go ... Yes, the good old times, the good old times!

Signing off... for not long though!

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Well, it is noon on Tuesday - the 1st of November! Wow! That is a LATE start!

Anyways, I m trying to clear my head and make sure I get some work done. I look good in all my subjects except in the intro bit of my thesis. I am so behind and I am so worried about it but dont nothing about it. Hopefully, it will all work out :)

Well, other than that, it looks like I will succumb to playing NFS Underground II again for some time - well, it is best to yield to tempation and it is the holiday period - Happy Deepavali to all!

Alritey - I am off to do some nerdy stuff - and hopefully get a leg-on to my thesis!

Later people!
Whats going on?

I am going to give this bloggin' thing another try!

A little bit about me - a final year student in the National University of Singapore. I really do not care much of what I do in my academics. I tend to do OK in my studies but my main focus in making sure I get myself a job that I enjoy for the next few years before I start my own venture - fingers crossed!

I am originally from Sri Lanka and a big cricket fan - right now, the India-Sri Lanka series is on. We are 0 -3 down and hopefully we will recover and kick some ass!

I am the youngest in a family - having an elder brother and sister. However, I am old - 24 years old - and now I have nieces and a nephew! Yay! I am excited since I always find it interesting to track childhood!

Ramzan is coming to a close and the exams are near. I seem to have a lot of work to do but I have always thought things work - they do. OKIE - they have so far.

What else can I say? I am in a 10 by 10 room with my roomie, Anushka. I am playing Need For Speed Underground II obcessively and listening to some english and hindi music!

Haiz - I hope I continue blogging since I always tend to be start-stop and I want to make this blog work!

Woohoo! Here is to a fresh start!