Another one bites the dust

Dog eat dog world. It has come to the point that helping another is only seen as handicapping him. Fuck. How could I have not seen that? I mean - really - it cannot be possible that I was actually looking to help. Of course, it must mean, to "help myself". Surely, there cannot be another explanation. And it is ironic - since these fucking preachers usually do a lot of things to fit in - but hey - if you do the same, you become a cocksucker.

This caps off a bad weekend for a long long time. Welcome to the real world, my friend!

The only up side is that the only way to go from here is up!