Life is unfair.

Yep, at this point in time, everything looks so fucked-up. The "job" seems so elusive. I sometimes wonder what is missing - but maybe I don't do enough - maybe I need more of something.

Well, yeah and everything looks horrible from this end because nothing seems to be working out. I have given up on my only glimmer - which was standard chartered bank. Think the application is toast by now - was so hoping that I would get in because it was a good programme.

Haiz! So many well-wishers out there who think I would not have an issue getting a job. Well, sorry to freaking dissapoint.

Watched like a million episodes of scrubs and deleted a lot of programs for my computer to make room for Lost and other random movies.

I have got back into sending applications for all the jobs I can lay my hands on.

Life is unfair - but it works both ways cos sometimes things work for the better or the worst. I try and attribute my lack of a job to the bad karma or all the "bad" things that I have done and sort of tell myself - "I brought this on myself becuase I did ... ... ...."

Well, in either case, I am so screwed. Waiting for some company to think I am good enough to be given a shot...

Also, a certain person that I seem to detest even more over a couple of relatively minor issues - I have this issue of not being able to let go as well.

Well, loads of things to ponder on while I just lay around doing nothing. Absolutely nothing.